BÉBINN, Delilah Adina

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DELILAH ADINA BÉBINN

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I CAN’T HIDE THE MONSTER ANYMORE
ONE CAN, ONLY FEEL DESOLATE FOR SO LONG

FULL NAME: Delilah Adina Bébinn

NICKNAMES: Lil, Lilah, Addy, Beby (only Austin calls her that)

AGE: 22

SEXUALITY: heterosexual

MEMBER GROUP: student

OCCUPATION: junior

ONE STARTS TO CHANGE INTO
SOMETHING THE MIRROR DOESN’T RECOGNIZE

HAIR: Delilah's hair is brown, a very plain kind of brown color. She wears it long and down most of the time because she likes the way that it frames her face. Plus, her boyfriend likes to tuck it behind her ears. She only wears it up when she's at work or when she's studying.

EYES: Brown

HEIGHT: 5' 5"

SCARS: A few random ones that aren't really worth mentioning. She has one just behind her jaw, under her ear, only she has no idea how she got it. Mostly she claims Oz scratcher her in his sleep.

TATTOOS: One, that she got when she was very drunk. She has always regretted it and she's just happy that she got it where no one can see it. It's THIS on the side of her right breast. She hides it at all costs and the only one that knows about it is Austin.

PIERCINGS: Just her ears, once.

PLAY BY: Ashley Greene

THE DARKNESS HAS BEEN BIDING ITS TIME
TO CLAIM ITS LATEST VICTIM, FRESH MEAT FOR CARNAL DESIRES

LIKES: Austin, reading, romance novels, candles, movies, comedies, kids, weddings, being in love, walking around the city during the night, walking around barefoot, long showers, long baths, perfume, wearing Austin's shirts, lazy Sundays, breakfast in bed, shopping, white, soft blue, music, singing, her brother, nature, flowers(orchids especially), snuggling with Austin, roller coasters, cotton candy, strawberry flavored ice cream, the sight of a starry night, the smell of freshly cut grass, swimming, ice skating, snowboarding.

DISLIKES: Dallas, keeping secrets, horror movies (unless Austin is with her), getting up too early, alarmclocks, being forced to do something, IT, her tattoo, failing, getting bad grades, the sounds of babies crying, swearing, PDA, Austin cutting his hair, not being around Austin, missing a class, wasting a day, alcohol, drugs of any kind, cheeseburgers, sleeping alone, being without Austin, thinking about what Dallas did to her.

FEARS:
- Losing Austin
- Austin finding out about what happened with Dallas
- Spiders
- Clowns (watched IT when she was 12, not a good idea)
- Failing

SECRETS:
- Slept with Dallas, she thought that he was Austin. Bastard tricked her
- Has an amazing singing voice
- Got really really drunk one night and got a tattoo. Now she makes sure it's always covered by her clothing and only Austin has seen it.

PERSONALITY:

Caring
Something that everyone that has ever met Delilah will agree upon. The girl cares about everyone and everything. She is someone that will step onto her brakes and get into a gigantic car accident because there was a duck crossing the road. When someone is hurt, even if she doesn't know the person, she will want to help even if it's just listening to them and giving them a shoulder to cry on. The one that she cares for the most is her boyfriend and she will do pretty much anything for him. But she cares for strangers as well, she just wants everyone to be alright. Delilah is someone that would think of someone else before ever thinking of herself and most of the time she kind of ignores her own needs because she wants to help someone else. Not really an healthy habit but she just can't help herself.

Motherly
Ever since Delilah was little she knew that she wanted to be a mother. Once her baby brother was born she knew that one day she would have a baby of her own and she has been planning that ever since. She also likes to be everyone's mother, she likes to make sure that everyone is alright, she loves to cook and clean and she is convinced that she would be the perfect mother. Though she also just as convinced that she would screw it up completely. She is very protective of her friends and that is also another side of her acting like a mother. She works at a daycare center because she loves to be surrounded by children and she loves working with them. Hearing babies cry makes her skin crawl and it makes her mother instinct truly come to life. She just wants to pick the baby up and cradle it to her chest until it stops crying.

Understanding
This is nothing that you can tell Delilah that will make her stare at you with a judgmental look on her face. She is a very understand person that will always try to help and try to understand the situation from every angle. Delilah likes to have all the information at hand before making a judgment call and even then she would never want to hurt someone. Whenever her friends are going through something they are most likely to come to her because they know that she will understand and try to help. Delilah is a great listener and that is just one of her many good qualities. Even though Delilah herself is not at all that happy with herself. Because she knows what it's like to make a horrible mistake and keeping it from the one that she loves the most she understands most problems and can relate to it.

Smart
To Delilah school is very important and college comes first to a lot of things. Of course Austin still is her first priority, but school is important and the girl reads more than most people on the planet. She likes knowing a lot and it is one of the only thing that she actually likes to show off with. With everything else she is very modest and shy but she is very proud of the fact that she knows a lot and she almost one of those nerds that sits in the front of the class and answers everything that the teacher might ask. Delilah is someone that can stay up the entire night studying because she wants to get a good grade. She hates failing and she's afraid of not making it through college. She can stare at a book for hours until she understands every word of what is written on that page, never taking a break.

Responsible
Delilah feels responsible for a lot of things and most of the time it's about things that she doesn't even have to feel that way for. When she was younger, in high school, and someone in her class was planning something she would always feel responsible and a lot of times she would even take the blame for it because she didn't want anyone else to get in any trouble. Delilah is very honest and that makes people trust her a lot. Most of the time she is the one given most of the responsibility when she starts a new job because she is found to be very capable and also very reliable. Delilah is very trustworthy, despite the fact that she is keeping secret from the person that she loves the most. She also feels responsible for that even though that's only because Dallas turned the blame on her when really, it was his doing.

Cheerful
Whenever you see Delilah you will most definitely see her with a big smile on her face. She is just a very happy person, this is mostly because she feels that her life is at a really perfect point. She is living with the love of her life, the only one that she will ever want to be with and college is going great. There is enough reason for her to be cheerful. She always tries to make other people feel better as well, she hates to be the only happy one because that makes her feel slightly uncomfortable. Especially when she's around Austin she is always a very cheerful person, not just because she is a happy person in general but also because he just makes her even happier than she already is. Delilah is someone that is nearly always smiling and her soft musical laugh can truly brighten up a room.

Gentle
No matter what Delilah does she always tries to do it as gently as possible because she's afraid to damage what ever she is working on at the time. Especially with Austin she's a very gentle person because she feels very protective of him and she would sooner kill herself than hurt him. It's part of her being understanding and a good listener. Delilah is never someone to be loud and run around screaming, making it known that she is in the middle of a room. Delilah is someone that even speaks with a gentle voice and never raises it unless it is really necessary.

Charming
She would ever use it, but the young brunette has this certain charm to her and she knows how to flirt with someone. But really the only person that ever gets to see that side of her is Austin because she would never flirt with someone else. She has never been one to flirt with others because she has only ever had eyes for Austin, but there were things that made it even words. The entire thing that happened with Dallas made her even less interested in others, she truly just wants Austin. But she does have this certain charm to her and she uses it without even realizing it sometimes. She barely realizes the power that she could have over others if she just grew out of her shell a little and use the charm that she has within herself. But she is just too cute and innocent to ever do such a thing.

Modest
Delilah would never say that she is good at something and she absolutely hates to brag about something that she has done extremely well. She has an amazing singing voice but no one even knows that about her because she is too modest and shy to ever share that with someone. When she's done something good and someone comes up to her to praise her for it she starts to blush instantly, shrugging and telling the person that it is really no big deal and that it's really not something that she should be praised about because it was really simple. She doesn't like to brag about things and usually she just ignores the fact that she has done something good and doesn't share it with anyone. Most of the time Austin has to come to her and ask her about it because she's too modest to tell him herself.

Cautious
The tiny brunette is very careful with everything that is going on around her. Especially with Austin and his condition, she is very careful with him and very protective as well. Whenever he's breathing heavily or pressing his hand to his chest she will jump up and make sure that he is alright. She is also very guarded towards strangers and she doesn't really trust people easily. There is not really a reason for her to be this way she just likes to be careful and make sure that everything that she does, or that Austin does, is safe and not risk full or any kind. She's very watchful and she always has to know for sure that something is safe and that people are alright. She's just a very protective and very motherly person and that shows through in her more cautious and most of all careful side.

Private
She loves to help others with their problems and she doesn't mind it when other people share secrets with her or tell her all about their sexlife or anything like that. But they shouldn't expect her to be the same way. She grew up in a very small town and she is used to everyone always keeping an eye on her and trying to find out everything about everyone. So Delilah is the opposite, she likes to keep things to herself and she doesn't like to share intimate things with random people. Even when she's outside with Austin this private side of very much clear. She loves to hold his hand or wrap her arms around him for a moment, press a soft kiss to his cheek. But other than that she doesn't like people to know just how much Austin truly turns her on. That is something that's between them and she doesn't think that it's necessary for anyone else to know that.

Insecure
Delilah does not feel beautiful or smart or that she has a good singing voice which in fact she all is and has. She is a very insecure person and she is never really sure if what she's doing is also the right thing to do. The only thing that she feels secure in is her relationship with Austin and even that could be broken apart if he ever found out about what happened between her and his brother. Delilah is mostly just scared to do something wrong, to make a wrong move and with that lose everything that she holds dear. She is not certain about herself or what she can do. When she has a test for a class she gets nervous and tells everyone that she's going to fail even though she knows everything and she never fails. Austin is the only reason why she ever feels any kind of confidence, but it doesn't cure it completely.

TO BECOME WHAT I BECOME
I VIEWED THE SUN FOR THE VERY LAST TIME

MOTHER: Angelica Bébinn, 52, nurse

FATHER: Preston Bébinn, 53, owned a small grocerystore, retired now.

SIBLINGS: Steven, 20, younger brother

OTHER IMPORTANT PEOPLE: Austin Ashley Ricco, her longtime boyfriend, 24, works at the library

The amazing little puppy, Scarecrow; picture

ORIGIN: Small town just outside of New Orleans.

HISTORY:

Angelica and Preston are two hard working and loving people that couldn’t wait to start a family together. Angelica was a nurse in the doctor’s office down the street from her house and Preston’s father owned the local grocery store where everyone always came. It was there where they met and fell in love. Angelica moved into the apartment above the story and before they had even realized it she was pregnant of a little girl. Delilah came to brighten their days and even though things were a little short they never had any problems. What they didn’t have in stuff they made up for in love and they got through the years easily. When Delilah was 2 her little brother, Steven, joined the party and the apartment was getting more and more cramped. From the first glance that Delilah caught of her little brother she knew that she wanted to be a mother one day. It was just something that felt obvious to her, even if she was only two at the time. They moved out of there, started to rent out the apartment which gave them a little extra money and things got a bit easier. The town that they lived in was small and everyone was always in everyone’s business. The fact that Angelica and Preston weren’t married was quite the sin for some reason and when Delilah was twelve years old, Steven was eight at the time, they decided to get married and get rid of all the gossip that was flying around town. The wedding is one of Delilah’s favorite memories and she knew then that she wanted one of her own someday, she would find someone amazing and spend the rest of her life with him.

Something that every little girl dreams about and Delilah was no different from that. Years later she still dreamt of the same thing but she never met a guy that she liked enough to actually live that dream with. Not until she was fifteen and her parents decided to move to New Orleans and Delilah enrolled in the high school close to her home. There was something, or rather someone, that caught her eyes immediately. She often says that she was so blindsided by him that she just didn’t even see that she was going to bump into him. It was something that no one could deny and Delilah knew that this was the guy that she wanted to be with. Even though she was still very young, she didn’t care, she knew that this was right and perfect. Even her parents were very fond of Austin and felt that they were a good couple, they never doubted it. But of course, perfection is really only there to be messed with and happiness isn’t something that comes easy.

For years everything went great, for some reason even Dallas, Austin’s twin brother, started to be nice to both of them where Delilah had always thought that he was a pompous jackass. She should have known that he had a plan. During a party at the end of their senior year Delilah lost sight of Austin, only to find him again a little later. He took her home and barely noticed the fact that something was different about him. She noticed something, but she had seen him drink a little and she just told herself that that was it, that he was just little out of it. When the question of sex came upon the night Delilah was insecure for a moment but as always Austin made her feel safe and she gave into him. After waking up feeling pretty good her world came crashing down when she found out that it wasn’t Austin, it was Dallas. After sitting through several comments that were obviously about what had happened she confronted him about it, it was the first and one of the only times that Delilah had ever sworn, but the situation called for it.

Dallas was almost smug about what had happened and he simply informed her that if she told Austin that he would insist that she was the one that had seduced him. There was nothing in the world that she feared more than losing Austin, he meant absolutely everything to her. Out of fear she never told Austin and she carries the secret along with her. She felt disgusted with herself for a long time and every time Austin was sweet to her she just wanted to cry because she didn’t feel like she deserved him at all. It wasn’t until after Dallas left town that she felt like she could just relax a bit and slowly she began to forget about what had happened and she just emerged herself in Austin, loving every single inch of him and making sure that he knew that, that he never doubted that. Delilah ever wanted anyone else and she would never want anyone else. But she still kept the secret because she knew that if he ever found out that she would lose him and if that ever happened she would simply throw herself off of the nearest bridge because there was no way that she could survive that.

Austin and Delilah went on to college, Austin two years before she did of course, and they spend every minute they could together. Nothing extremely special happened though right at the start of her Junior year Delilah was invited to a party, she didn’t want to go but she did anyway. She got wickedly drunk and in some kind of buzz she decided to get a tattoo. She got a small dragonfly on the side of her right breast and she had regretted it ever since. Other than that life is good, she is living with Austin, doing great in college and she is just really in love with her life.

WILL YOU STILL HOLD ME
WHEN YOU SEE WHAT I HAVE DONE

ALIAS: YoMOMMA, nah, just call me Jezebellz ;]

AGE: 19.5 ^^

EXPERIENCE: 2.5 years now.. scary

SAMPLE:

The fall had only just started and already the skinny brunette did not agree with it one bit. The summer hadn’t lasted nearly long enough and she felt like she had gone to bed at the beginning of it and now woke up at the end. Maybe she should just move somewhere where the summer never ended, it was a nice thought, but New York City owned her, it always had, born and raised. Besides, her money wouldn’t allow her to go anywhere other than this city. As she stood in front of her closed window, her arms crossed over her chest, she watched the leaves on the tree. She could practically see them turning brown and yellow and red right in front of her. She had to admit that it was beautiful and it made her want to grab her ancient camera and take way too many pictures of it. But it was also mean that the weather would get colder which meant that she would have to turn up the heat which she couldn’t afford. That she was going to have to buy some warmer clothes which she couldn’t afford. In short, it was going to be another long cold fall and winter filled with things that she couldn’t afford. Luckily she still had her job and the tips were what she lived on for most of the time. Hopefully it would get her through another winter, it hadn’t failed yet. Either way, that wasn’t really what she was worried about, well it was but she liked to pretend that it wasn’t, it was more the fact that she had no clothes to fit this kind of weather.

A loud bark from behind her made her snap out of her daze and she blinked, turning around to find the massive dog on her bed. His tongue was hanging out of his mouth and he barked again when she looked at him. Isolde laughed softly and shook her head, “Yeah, yeah, you big goof,” she ran her hands through her dark hair and tucked it behind her ears, moving through her tiny bedroom to get to her closet. As expected, she barely had anything to wear. It was a good thing that she worked with a lot of girls at the club, they burrowed each other clothes a lot and after a few swaps they could barely remember which were whose. But she loved that about the girls that she worked with, they were a gang together and they were the only ones that Izzy felt sort of close to. Not too close of course, sharing and shit wasn’t really her thing. Share clothes, sure, share life stories, no way in fucking hell.

She got dressed rather quickly, moving her hair out of her face for a moment as she slipped on her boots. Krueger jumped off of her bed and wobbled into the living room. Isolde rolled her eyes and sat up again, grabbing her jacket off of her bed as she followed her dog into the living room. Krueger was ready by the door, his leash between his teeth as he waited for her to get ready to leave. It was her own fault that he was this impatient. Normally when she came back from work but the night before she had been way too tired and she had just thrown herself onto the bed. It was a good thing that Krueger was raised correctly or there would have been a nasty surprise waiting for her instead of an impatient dog. Krueger stayed where he was, his dark eyes following Izzy as she walked around the room, every now and then he would make some kind of noise of disagreement but it just made Izzy smirk slightly and move even slower. Eventually she decided that torturing her dog this way was kind of cruel and she took the leash from his mouth, attaching it to his collar and locking the door behind her.

The people that she saw in the hallway all avoided her, she didn’t understand why but for some reason they found Krueger intimidating. When really, he was just a very big teddybear that just liked people. He would jump up against a few but only because he liked them and wanted to know what their face smelled like, not really something that Izzy saw as a bad thing. Once they were outside Krueger stayed closely beside her and the soft feel of his fur against her bare legs made her smile slightly. Ever since she found the dog, back when he was still smaller than her and cute and cuddly, he had been so protective of her. He was the only one that Izzy had ever allowed into her life, well him and her foster parents but that was an entirely different story, one she didn’t like to share of even think about. “Where should we go today, baby?” she asked Krueger, smiling down at the big dog and running her hand through his fur. The dog just looked up at her as if he understand and Izzy giggled softly, skipping down the stairs that led towards the subway. It was one of the only means of transportation that she could afford and she didn’t really mind it either. Other than the fact that there were always creepy guys there that eyed her in a way that made even her uncomfortable.

The train arrived swiftly and Izzy jumped in, Krueger right behind her and barking playfully a few times. A few people looked at her but she didn’t really care, her dog wouldn’t do anyone any harm and if they couldn’t see that then that was their lose. There weren’t any seats left so she remained standing up, holding Krueger’s leash with one hand as she leaned against the door, watching the lights flash by.

tagged; OPEN
wearing; this smoking outfit
location; NYC subway
word count; 981
notes; one big ramble x]

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